Today has probably been one of the most emotional days of my life. This morning I woke up and declared in the name of Jesus that I was going to overcome anything the enemy threw at me today. I started off my day at a car dealer. I just sold my truck and was looking for a low priced car with good gas mileage to replace it. After looking through the dealer for a while, I began to get a little discouraged because we wern't finding anything decent in my price range. As we were getting ready to call it quits and leave, a red KIA Rio caught my eye. We inquired about the details of the car and found out that it was something I could afford, it would get about 35 miles per gallon, and it had low mileage. I started to thank God for sending something that seemed to perfect. My dad and I took it for a test drive and we both agreed that it would be a good car for me. I left the dealer with a new/used car and was so excited and happy about the deal we had just made.
Not even five hours later, I got in the car to drive it a few blocks away to the store, and the transmission went out!! WHAT!! I had just bought the car that day and it messes up on me. I called my dad with heat in my voice and exclaimed what was happenning with the car. I went to my church (where I had been all day since getting the car) and stomped past people to drop something off and rudely barked that I would be back I had to take the stupid car back to the dealer. I cried to my mentor about how every time things start to look good for me, something happens to make things worse. The attitude I had towards the people that I love was horrible. I got back in the car only to make it one block over before I couldn't move. We ended up having to tow the car to the dealer and they won't even look at it until Monday. I have no idea what will happen I don't know if they will give me my money back or try to fix it.
So, what is my point in all of this? While I cried and became frustrated, my mentor (Tara Cherry) began to tell me that I had nothing to fear because God was going to take care of me. The enemy is using everything that he can to try and bring me down, but as long as I remain Relentless and seek God with all of my heart and soul, I WILL prosper. I want to tell you that there is nothing that God cannot handle. Things may look terrible for you right now. This is just one day out of the insane week that I have had and lets be honest, from today it looks pretty bad. But at the end of the day I have joy in my heart because I am still going after God with everything that I have. I know my breakthrough is coming. I trust and beleive that God wants to bless my life, and He wants to bless yours too! Keep a relentless spirit for the Lord and He will bring you out of that place that you are in.
I say this out of faith right now. Keep an eye on this page. God is going to provide for me and you better believe that I will be putting it on here as a praise report!
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