I am finally here at the Honor Academy and I know it is going to be everything that I hoped/ worked for and more! As I said in my last post, I have several goals that I am really believing God is going to help me accomplish, one of those goals being that I WILL overcome insecurity in the year of 2013. I may not overcome every part of insecurity but I will see a drastic turn around in my life, I refuse to see anything less!
For years now I have struggled with all kinds of insecurity, but one of the main ones is my weight. I have never thought that I was thin enough or I was attractive enough so I hid it by wearing jeans and tshirts every day. A couple of weeks before I left home for the Honor Academy, my mentor (praise God for mentors) told me that you feel how you dress. In other words, if I go around dressed like a bum, I'm going to feel like an unattractive bum. However, if I dress like a beautiful woman, I will feel like a beautiful woman. After she told me that I began to make extra efforts to dress myself a little better, it was only baby steps but it WAS a step. Little did I know that at the Honor Academy, you have to dress nice for EVERYTHING (besides corporate workout). I was a little concerned about that at first but you know what, this morning I dresed myself with boldness and confidence in who I was and how I looked. Is the insecurity of my self image gone? No, but it is decreasing and it will continue to leave more and more as I continue to present myself as the beautiful young woman that God sees in me!
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